So, as much as I had been depressed this past few weeks there’s one song that keeps on running on my mind for no specific reason. Maybe it’s just the beat, the melody or the melancholic feeling in the air. Nonetheless, I am falling in love with this Tagalog song titled SILA by SUD especially with its line, “WALANG SAGOT SA TANONG KUNG BAKIT KA MAHALAGA”.
Specifically, it’s the phrase that really matters to me as it actually reflect on how vague and drowning my current emotional state is. I dunno but I felt like suffocating for so many unclear reasons when I am trying to look at things that connects me to you. At work, at my alone moments, and almost everything that I have spare time to think about you.
WALANG SAGOT SA TANONG KUNG BAKIT KA MAHALAGA –
Maybe this simply refers to you Falcis boy, but for now I also want to believe that I should address this to myself as I wish I could be more selfish and invest some more effort and time on protecting myself, my emotions and insanity. Nonetheless, I’m quite thankful for a lot of things because I met you.
I think I’d gotten any better, at the age of 26 i’m still not smarter that i used to several years ago. Nevertheless, I hope and supposed that this shall be that last time that I’ll fall for the wrong person and possibly the last time that I’ll let my emotion ruined a part of me mentally, emotionally, and psychologically.
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